I'm 41, and have been w/out work since December. I am a member of the US Army Reserve, (MP). We have been very blessed this year, though the blessings seem to be running out. I found work in August, but the boss never paid me.
My wife is a student and don't graduate till next year. Our church has helped us but now even they can't afford us. I feel so ashamed, I feel guilty if I laugh at anything. I don't feel that I should be happy or even eat. I feel that if I don't work, I don't deserve anything. Is there anyone who can help?